Don't wait

Being with him makes me happy. When I’m with him, it feels unpredictable, like I’m free.

Otherwize... when i'm with S. Lately, I feel like I’m a project, like I’m a problem that needs to be fixed. I think I make him sad. … When he looks at me, all he sees is a broken toy.

It took me hundreds of years and thousands of betrayals to realise that love and caring ruins you...

That’s awfully bleak... but, is

Quite the opposite. It’s liberating, actually. Do you know why we had so much fun?

Because we didn’t care. We just did what felt good...

You've just never seen me like this...

You don't know what I look like when I'm not in love with you.